I Don’t Feel That Way Anymore                  C. von Sneidern

 

Did you ever get the feeling that your life has taken on more weight

and the moment that it came coincided with your fall from faith

All the things that you decided, took for granted, and confided haven’t paid off- at all

‘cause you don’t feel that way anymore

 

After weeks and months of biding and deciding what I’m gonna have to do

The intimate intimidating threat of loss of love and time with you

I could play the game, pretend that you both came on a romantic day-

but I don’t feel that way anymore, no I don’t feel that way anymore

 

If truth is like trains that show up on time

and wishing for snow in Christmas time, I’ll know

the truth, the truth to you is second guesses all in your head

and so if truth is in the wine glasses next to your bed

then I don’t feel that way anymore

 

The hold out then the blowout now the bottom line looks so clear

for the everyday girl had a dream that came too early this year

I could push it and pursue it and make punishment that suits the crime-

but I don’t feel that way anymore

I don’t feel that, feel that, feel that way...